life is a mystery :)


Lately has been having very bad insomnia. I wonder if I am having nervous breakdown or just hormonal distress. If this is normal at all? Sigh. I wish I could just turn my brain off for a second and just forget everything. Be that cheerful girl that doesn't care about anything. Oh heart, why are you so burdened lately?

Perhaps too many things has happened, too fast, now that i manage to find time to slow down and be alone. I have too much free time to think about my life and decision i made. Geez, I shouldn't be too free.

It's almost 2am now, and I am playing that song by elva, rather emo huh? Oh life, have you ever wonder what you would do if you were to be given the second chance to turn back the time?

Are you happy with your life? Content? Will you take the same decision you made in the past? How many of you has regret over the past and overcome it? How?

So many questions yet none can be answered.

Gosh, apparently being an adult ain't easy huh? Things were much simpler back then when we are young and free. Doesn't care. Don't bother. Happy.

I am now too used to bottled up all my feelings and pent it to myself. Trying to smile and tell the whole world I am fine. After all, who else know the pain I went through besides myself?

Oh, I need distraction. A huge one.
Guess i need to make myself super tired in the day time so i wont have time to be insomnia and emo in the night time.

The Past

Many times I am seeking the answer of how to forgive and forget.
It may seems so simple whenever someone tell you, you need to move on. You need to forgive and forget.
but they forget to teach me, how to?

As the matter of fact, many people out there able to make it sounds like an on and off switch
but the easier they make it sounds, the more frustated I am.

In life, we all have experience all sorts of drama
some people wise enough to walk away from it, knowing how much they worth more.
some people who aren't so wise, choose to stay and getting hurt again and again.

me ain't so wise, I guess.

my life has been on the boring side.
I was that woman who in fact too loyal, too dense, too naive when it comes to man.
I wonder if people would find me nice or stupid.
in life, you couldn't be too nice. Nice people get stomped around.
because these people will be too nice to be noticed and cherished.

I am a naive girl who choose to trust and believe that words are not meant to be lies.
too naive that I didn't even notice I was used and lied like a piece of scrap paper.
You can reuse and recycle. and she will be back to you.
all you need is just words. loads of sugar coated words, because they are that naive to believe.

I never thought that feelings and love could possess such a strong impact in one life that might change a person, totally. 
My heart crumbled. Words appear to be lies.
And w ords that used to poise as lies, are hard to trust.
Expecting a bitter truth will be more real to be understood.

I made lots of wrong decision in life.
I was too stubborn.
I let my heart takes over my brain and continously make mistakes in life.
I am too weak to walk away, too deeply in love, excitingly asking to be abused again and again
I thought that this is the only way I could walk away.
when my heart has totally stomped till it dies. I would be able to reborn as a whole new person.

Past could not be changed or forgotten.
Apparently I left myself with no dignity.
Whether love were once sincere or not, I can't tell? Truth and lies, which is which?

Will there be someday where I would remember how to trust someone again?
I wonder.

Blog Sale: Nail Polish (OPI, China Glaze, ORLY, Deborah Lippman, Blaze, Nubar, Etude House, Nature Republic, The Face Shop)

Hi all,
I am clearing all my stash of nail polish due to moving out/ relocation.
All the nail polish are taken care of greatly, I wipe it clean whenever I use.
Most of the nail polish are either used only couple times or brand new.
Price inclusive normal mail shipping.
bulk purchase, please contact me directly.

do email me if you have further queries (

China Glaze
left to right:
Peachy Keen
Mahogany Magic (NEW)
For Audrey
Gleam Me Up (crackle)
Lubu Heels
Smoke and Ashes

left to right:
Jade Is The New Black
The "IT" Color
My Private Jet
Black Shatter

left to right:
Melt your popsicle (NEW)
Mint Mojito

left to right:
Dear My Blooming Nails - #05 Thrilling Red
Dear My Blooming Nails - #04 In Love Pink
Dear My Nails - DPK 001 Pick Pink
Dear My Nails - DGR 703 Mink Mint
Dear My Nails - DPP 504 Bye Violet

left to right:
Petite Darling - GR 609 (NEW)
Ice Cream Nail - QR 202
Crackling Nail Polish in Blue (NEW)
Mermaid Blue Glitter (NEW)

Korea Assorted
left to right:
Nature Republic - BL 507
Nature Republic - BL 509
Nature Republic - BE 103
The Face Shop - GR 501
The Face Shop - RD 302

Other Brands
left to right:
Blaze - Lucky Charm to Nighttime Affair
Deborah Lippman - Happy Birthday
Nubar - G 188 2010
Exposed - Black Velvet (NEW)

Please support thanks :)

[REVIEW] Liese Juicy Shower Moisturizing Hair Mist for wavy hair

It's funny I've been using this mist since August but yet only manage to find a time to properly review about it! Had too much in mind lately! The latter half of 2013 has been an unexpected.

So today, for all the wavy hair ladies! Mine is natural by the way :P teehee~ Here I am introducing a way to mold your curl and hold it! As you will see below, I have natural curl but it was messy and the shape of curl wasn't really intact (if you know what I mean)

So normally before I head out, I'll do some SUPEREASY trick to my hair, making the curl more define :)
and introducing this Liese Juicy Shower Moisturizing Hair Mist for wavy hair!

Direction of use: Spray the middle half of your hair about 2-4cm from your hair!
don't worry unlike hair spray, this product is actually somehow a moisturizer that benefit your hair. Therefore, spray as much as you want!

SMELL SO DIVINELY SWEET! I love sweet fruity smell and I love it on my hair :)
As simple as that, here you go my hair after the spray!

See the curl?! Pictures tell you thousands words. What is the point of saying so much about a product but it doesn't really show an effect?!

The Good
♥ It defines the curl as it claims to!
curly bouncy hair that last whole day long~

The Bad
✖ It wasn't as moisturizing as it is for me
I need to pump hair oil before I spray this :)

My advise is, use your daily hair oil/ hair moisturizing product and top it with liese mist!
that way you would have soft glossy perfect curly hair for the day.

that's all my love for Liese Juicy Shower, till then


It's Complicated

It has been awhile since I blog..geez things has been moving way way too fast recently.
Maybe I met more interesting people, Maybe I've learn to open up more
Maybe I am lonely, Maybe I need some love. I don't know.
but one thing for sure I am not like the picture below anymore.

Lately has been addicted to quotes. Am I being emo? or I am just hormonal unbalance?
guess...I just wanna share something here. something aside of review and more review.

whack it, I should just chill with a cup of chocolate ice blended instead!
At least this time around it was a little happier than the previous emo quotes right? :)


[REVIEW] Absolute Nails Pedicure and Manicure

This marks the first pedicure and manicure sponsorship to ladyck :) wohoo!
I am really honest here that this time around I had the most enjoyable pedi mani ever
Due to my personal schedule I had been super busy to take care of my nails.

My dead skins were piling up like mad! like minions* (okay that doesn't make sense)
anyway it's just so amazing. I sit there play my phone, watch TV broadcast for long 1.5 hours
and the whole process is sooo SUANG! :)

There are so many colors to choose from~whatever kind of brands.
cute, sexy, sweet, lady like, simple design? You name it!

 My nails were a little too short for fancy fancy nail art, but I told them I love something sweet and cute
I give them the freedom to explore all kind of style to my nails, regardless any colors

Dainty CUTE, isn't it!!!
and here is for my toes!

Do you see how bright and clean my toes are! Feels so good to have nice looking nails.
so book you appointment today! here is promotion and store details :)

Absolutely Nails
Blk 82, Marine Parade Central, #01-620, Singapore 440082
+65 6345 3303


[REVIEW] Hada Labo ES for Sensitive Skin

Guess what product I am going to introduce today?

Something awesome for SENSITIVE SKIN of yours and mine!
and that is ..... Hada Labo ES!

I have been painfully fighting eczema lately, for sensitive skin people like me it's really sad when you don't know what product you should use that works and mild on your skin. When Hada Labo first launch ES series I was having an EYES ECZEMA, the area around my eyes were so dry like a wrinkled paper. It was filled with red bumps and patches. Painful as it is. I stop using all other product and mainly using Hada Labo ES toner and petroleum jelly.

*Honestly I am not sure if I could use petroleum jelly around my eyes/face, but that's the best product that works so far. 

Hada Labo ES is as gentle as water plus ultra hydration because our skin deserve the best~

2 key ingredients for the ES series:
1.) 3 kinds of HYALURONIC ACID from normal to nano that effectively ultra hydrate all skin layers from top to the innermost layer of your skin. Making your skin remarkably smooth, soft and supple
2.) ZINC GLUCONATE to nourish, condition and protect sensitive skin from the harsh environment

Hada Labo ES series is pH balanced and passed the low irritation stringent test

Hada Labo ES accompanied with their famous 5 additives free formulas
NO Fragrances, NO Colorant, NO Alcohol, NO Mineral Oil, NO Preservatives

the texture is the lightest among all other Hada Labo lotion I tried and owned. It's as light and clear as water, but when you tap to your skin it feels instantly hydrates without leaving our skin heavy.

So in conclusion, I love this toner, work well even when I have eczema attack, mild on skin and hydrates deep into our skin. Skin feels light and soft. Love the texture very very much. I should say Hada Labo ES and Hada Labo Hydration lotion are my favorite lotion of all time :)

Hada Labo ES series is available exclusively in Guardian outlets islandwide.

Price as follow:
ES Cleansing Foam Wash (160ml) $16.90
ES Lotion (170ml) $25.90
ES Milk moisturizer (140ml) $25.90
ES Makeup Remover (150ml) $20.90


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